Monday Blues

I am beginning to feel blue on almost every weekday morning and Monday especially.

The thought of leaving Jodee is almost unbearable, now that she's growing fast and almost everyday she has something new for us that doesn't make things any better...I feel like I am missing out loads on her growth process and I am really upset about it. I must get out of my work soon but that too needs careful planning...

How long must this go on God... arrgh. Looking at myself now as a parent, I am beginning to understand God's Love for us even more, imagine I am missing Jodee so much now...How much more is God? I can't describe it for God...It's too much!